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You Bored want something to do the choice to reject that love and reject God and by doing so tell Him that you would rather spend eternity in hell than with Him, but it is your choice. He won't force Himself on you, you have to decide to accept the gift He has offered you or refuse it. Have you ever sat down and really thought about what death will bring you? You said you think about suicide a lot. What do you think about it?
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I wanted to die so that I would feel better, but if I ceased to exist, well then life was just a joke. I found my answer to this somethingg the Bible: He has also set eternity in the hearts of men; yet they cannot fathom what God has done from beginning to end.
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These people claim there is no God, but to me there has to be a God for reincarnation, someone has to make the decisions and make them stick.
Now if there Bored want something to do a God, then reincarnation makes no sense. Why would God send a person back to suffer at the hands of someone else who would then have to suffer in the next life? Sorry it just doesn't hold water to me.
So I rejected it. Next there are those who think that God loves everyone the same. No matter what your life is like He will open His arms and wang you into heaven.
Hey that sounded pretty good. That would explain why I knew I would not cease to exist and it would explain why even the reincarnationist know there is a God.
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